n + i

for izzy

from neeko, with way too much love

best experienced at 2am

01 · the letter

so. you read the whole thing.

you read our entire chat history. all of it. every typo, every 3am spiral, every voice note, every dumb meme i sent at midnight for no reason. you absolute dork.

i built this so you never have to dig for the good parts again. everything in here is real. it's all yours. it was always yours.

happy scrolling, baby.

— n

02 · the receipts

the cutest things i've ever said

swipe, tap the card, or use the arrows. looping forever, on purpose.

i love you in lowercase. capital letters could never handle how much i mean it.

context — sent after he teased me about never using shift

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03 · greatest hits

the moments that made us

the beginning

the day the universe did its thing

one message. that's all it took. i didn't know it yet, but my whole life quietly rearranged itself around that exact moment.

a little later

the first call

four hours. it felt like ten minutes. i remember hanging up and just sitting there like... oh. oh no. i'm in trouble.

somewhere in there

the day i knew

you weren't even doing anything special. you were just talking, being you. and it hit me all at once, like a stack of books falling over. oh. it's you.

the big one

the first 'i love you'

it slipped out before my brain could stop it. there was a pause. the longest pause of my life. and then you said it back and the room got a little blurry.

the hard part

the worst goodbye

airport goodbyes should be illegal. i held it together until you turned the corner, and then i did not hold it together at all. worth it. always worth it.

right now

today

still the best decision i ever made. still you. still us. still going.

04 · the list

reasons i'm yours

little envelopes. tap them open.

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05 · the big one

how much do i love you?

press and hold. don't let go.

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